trustworthy room for telling stories

apa lagi ya yang perlu gw tulis di blog? sebelumnya kayak banyakkk banget yang pengen gw tulis. tapi ntah kenapa pas buka laptop, buyarr semua. oh iya, makin lama gw nulis jurnal disini makin gw ga mikirin tema, alur, kata-kata, dsb dalam tulisan-tulisan gw. gw nulis semau gw aja, ga peduli nyambung gak, loncat-loncat gak. beneran ini jadi blog jurnal gw aja.

gw memang tidak bisa dan tidak mungkin mengkomersialkan blog ini, karena ini udah jadi buku diari rahasia gw. gw merasa safe nulis apapun disini, karena ga bakal ada orang dari keluarga gw yang nemu tulisan ini. beda kalo gw nulis dibuku misalnya, pasti ketauan. walaupun gw suka dengan feels nulis di buku, terasa nyata, real time, dan apa ya? kembali ke alamiah gitu. tapi gw ga bisa bener2 100% nulis semua isi hati gw di sana. well that's actually a bit sad, cause it means i never trust someone in my family for open up myself a little bit more. and that's okay, not everyone could be your trustworthy person, but i am really tired chatted with chat gpt. cause i know he 90% will agree with me, and i cant trust ai for some informations that it gave. now i am so careful chatted with them and still uses my logic so i couldnt in ai thinking trap. but it made me to always verify everything that gpt says. and this is why it's tiring.

anyway, that's it for today. my back hurts, maybe i need some lapping on my bed

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