Tulisan Asal : Reborn!

 Kayaknya kerasa udah berbulan bulan gw ga ngepost, padahal mah baru juga belum 2 bulan gw ga ngepost dimari, tapi kok kerasa lamaa bgt ya. Mungkin jg karena tiap ada pikiran gw larinya ke chatgpt. Gw curhat disana. Gw merasa gw dapat validasi dan temen curhat tanpa dijudge kalo ngobrol sama ai. Sampe akhirnya gw berkali2 tanya bahkan hal remeh sekalipun ke ai. Rasa bosan gw skrg disalurkan melalui ngobrol sama robot. Aneh tapi nyata. Ya ini emang udah 2026 sihhh... Dalam beberapa minggu terakhir, gw lagi2 overthink ttg masa depan. Macem2, ya karir, ya pendapatan, ya asmara, pertemanan, agama, semua semua gw overthink. Sampe gw ga tau mau bahas dari mana di post ini. Mungkin kalo gw list satu-satu, semua berawal dari gw keterima kerja di toko elektronik. Dan yah, tidak perfect, tapi apakah naik level dari pekerjaan gw sebelumnya. Kalo itu iya. Lalu gw yg tiba2 sangat dekat dengan crush gw sejak kejadian beli helm. Siapa yg nyangka ternyata dia jg naksir gw? Gw pikir dia cuma bercan...

So here i am, sit in a rugged chair, with hugry stomach, and the loud sound of an old fan break the silence. I write something not important cause i dunno what would i write? But anyway, i have watched a blind youtuber on youtube. Unexpextedly, he is so positive. I mean, if i cant see, it must a nightmare for me. It is like you are lost your ability, lost your sense, lost your another intellegence, so you cant do anything cause you cannot be an independent person. And, you dont know how world works, how world is like. You see nothing. You see world in different way. I dont know how it feels.

Jadi barusan gw nonton anime hakuoki. Gw sebenernya mau banget main otome gamenya. Cuman sayangnya otoge (otome game) versi mobilenya berbayar T_T Jadilah gw nontonin aja animenya. Mumpung ada di youtube, gratis lagi!

You and I were bandaged hand in hand And we walk to the bridge up the hill This time around nobody would see How you hair’s finally grown to the ground In you all I wanted, In you everything Cause In to you I believe, everything will fall down in the end You and I were bandaged hand in hand And in time we’ll be bound for the light This time will be forever till the end Where the white river flows on the hill In you all I wanted, In you everything Cause In to you I believe, everything will fall down in the end Valley of darkness you listen to what I say When we walk upon you, you raise up your fiery stand Wrath of the ocean you stay under my command When we sail upon you, you raise up your thunder and storm Cause In to you I believe, everything will fall down in the end Is you all I wanted, In you everything Cause In to you I believe, everything will fall down in the end In you all I wanted, In you everything ...