Tulisan Asal : Reborn!

Sekarang gw mau update kehidupan gw sehabis wisuda kemarin. Jadi gw sekarang udah lulus dan sudah wisuda, dan sekarang lagi cari kerja. Alhamdulillah ada panggilan kerja sih, tapi gw belum mulai kerjanya, mungkin besok atau gimana ga tau, tunggu dipanggil aja. Tapi tetep gw jangan terlalu ngarep, takut gak sesuai harapan lagi. Oiya btw gw ada beberapa improvement di hidup gw. Yang pertama, gw bisa nelen obat! Yeay!! Obat pil, tablet, dan kapsul. Tapi dengan catatan: ukuran kecil sampe sedang. Kalo yang gede gw masih agak takut. Dan untuk kapsul, kadang hit and miss. Ntah lah, menurut gw kapsul paling susah ditelen, ngambang terus keatas langit-langit mulut. But still, improvement is improvement. Yang kedua naik sepeda. Gw dulu waktu SD bisa bawa sepeda, tapi ntah sejak kapan gw jadi takut naik sepeda. Takut jatoh! Kayaknya ini awal mula gw kena anxiety. Hal-hal yang tadinya bisa gw lakuin tiba-tiba aja gak bisa gw lakuin lagi. Yang tadinya gw pede dan berani, tiba-tiba jadi pengecut da

So, after graduating from uni, I am in the midst of my job hunting episode and I feel overwhelmed. It’s really tiring when you not only search for jobs but also have to create cover letter for applying via email or other job websites. I know it’s just copying and pasting a couple of words and sentences, but you also need to know atleast what the company names is, what the job desk name is, and try to connect the job with your experiences. And sometimes, I do not have the experience for the job which I am applying for. So, I am frustrated and I have missed a lot of opportunities. I realize that I am a mediocre student. I mean, my own portfolio it just so-so. My skills are just average and I don’t have any organizational or job experiences. It’s hard for me because I am a person who really scared to make a choice, let alone be brave enough to step out of my own safe zone. This is why my cousin can work in different field from his major and I cannot. I fear if I do different job from my m