I am trying my best

 I always have a really bad memory. I always forget words, forget how to communicate, or how to arrange those words into sentences. My mind goes blank if i have to argue or give an opinion. I feel like my brain isnt fully functioning. Then i remembered it was called brain fog. Yes. I am not sure when i started having these symptoms. But i realized something was wrong with me in early 2025 when my coworker talked to me and i couldnt pay attention to him or respond him back. 

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That was all that i got.

You dont know how frustrating it is when you want to tell your friends or family about your thoughts and what you want, but the words dont come up in your brain. You end up thinking for too long about what you want to say, and they are just waiting for you awkwardly.

After all of this happened, i would rather shut up, stay silent, and be in a listener role more.

I am trying guys. I am trying. Maybe i am just too anxious and stressed. Or i have had a bad diets all this time? Maybe both of them are right.

I need to exercise more and accept myself the way i am.

Again, i am trying to fix that. For now, this is the best effort that i can do.

Chatgpt correction

I always feel like I have a really bad memory. I often forget words, forget how to communicate, or even how to arrange those words into proper sentences. My mind goes completely blank whenever I have to argue or give an opinion. It feels like my brain isn’t fully functioning.

Then I remembered—this is called brain fog.

I’m not even sure when it actually started, but I realized something was wrong around early 2025, when my coworker talked to me and I couldn’t pay attention or respond to him.

Blank.

Blank.

That was all I had in my mind.

You don’t know how frustrating it is when you want to tell your friends or family your thoughts, but the words just don’t come. You end up thinking for too long about what you want to say, while they wait for you awkwardly.

After all of this happened, I’d rather just stay quiet, be silent, and take the listener role instead.

I am trying, guys. I really am trying. Maybe I’m just too anxious and stressed. Or maybe it’s because of my bad diet all this time. Maybe it’s both.

I know I need to exercise more and accept myself the way I am.

I’m trying to fix it. And for now, this is the best I can do.