i am not important enough

 they all make me feel unimportant. my college friend has not even responded my chat yet. yet she posted the comic i made for her last night, but she chose not to comment or respond my question on wa since tuesday. maybe she was so busy that my chat didnt seem important to her. but why so suddenly? she never did that before.

my hangout friend too, she didnt respond to my last message. and my coworker looked so busy this week. my last chat has not even been seen by him even though i wrote and sent my reply as soon as possible after he message me. like, the moment he texted me, i sent my answer, but he didnt respond. did he even look at the notification? did he hear the notification sound? or when he took a lunch break, did he even check his phone? but it didnt seem like he did.

i am here anyway, like an unemployed, bored, disinterested, unmotivated young woman at 26, seeking all the validation from others, that i want. the reality is so upsetting. i am never wanted by anyone. maybe it is just my parents who want me. just them. when they're gone? who's going to want me?

nothing

nothing

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