The life

So here i am, sit in a rugged chair, with hugry stomach, and the loud sound of an old fan break the silence. I write something not important cause i dunno what would i write?

But anyway, i have watched a blind youtuber on youtube. Unexpextedly, he is so positive. I mean, if i cant see, it must a nightmare for me. It is like you are lost your ability, lost your sense, lost your another intellegence, so you cant do anything cause you cannot be an independent person. And, you dont know how world works, how world is like. You see nothing. You see world in different way. I dont know how it feels.

But he just accepted. He knows that he sees world in different way, and it doesnt make him less confident. He says that he just cant see, but that doesnt mean that he cant be indepedent. He get a job, he make youtube channel, he can walk a round, and he can travelling to another country. Insane!

To see the world, he use his other senses like hear, smell, touch, and taste. That is why his world is 3 dimensional cause he use his hand to describe something. And that is result in him to not knowing concept of colors, cause it is doesnt make sense for him. He never know what 2 dimensional look like.

How can you live without zero knowing of color concept? Or maybe concept of lights?

Mindblowing

There is a question for him that sounds like this "what if you had sight?  Will your problem solved?" And he says, no. He might had vision, he can see, but he just got another problem.

Have a sight not solved the problem at all. You just get another problem. 

That make sense! All i do mostly just complain. Then i thought that if i go back in time and fix my past, then my future will be better. But its not like that! It is not necessarily a better future, maybe i'll even get another problem that i never expected.

I learn something new because of him. I should be grateful for what i have, i should apologize all my mistakes in the past, i should relax in my life, i should learn that life is adventurous, so i dare to take a risk. And thats it

So thats all i wanted to say, its a bit too long than i've expected, but the good is, i am in progress.

Thanks

Agembul