Just A Curcol

Well, i don't know what should i write. I just wanna improve my writing skills and speaking as well.

Well, last week, i just end up my practice test with bad score. I really get down at the moment. I felt like, ahh you're stup*d. Look around meg, everyone can do this things very well. It's so simple, and you re english not bad, yah at least you can read some articles, right meg? Ah, you know, speaking is my weakness. When i start to speak up, i got nerveous, i dont know what i wanted to speak, so my mind get blank. And when you speak up in front of audience, everyone looks at you. You're noticed. And it's make me soooo uncomfortable. I wanna speak, but i am very shy to speak. I worried about my english. Will everyone laugh at me? Is my grammar right? Is my pronounciation well? And so many questions in my mind. So this is my problem: 'speaking'. Well, actually, i am not good at speaking even though its just a small conversation with friends. Ya maybe it makes my practice test score's bad. So, from now on, i wanna write about my life in english coz i think its not only improve my english writing but also the speaking. So guys, don't get bored read my 'diary',, 'kayy?